An Annotated Outline of SAM by Hannes Kvaran ã1995
The
Cast
Character Representing
Euro........................... generic
European
John........................... England
Frank.......................... France
Iberia.......................... Spain
Sam............................ the US
Angelita...................... Mexico
Andy.......................... Canada
Marc.......................... Germany
Phillip........................ the Philippines
Yen............................. Japan
the Angel.................... ?
Iberia
(Spain) returns to Europe with three children: Her sons, Sam (US) and Andy
(Canada) and a captured servant girl Angelita (Mexico).
1.
Iberia's Back (Frank, John, Iberia)
2.
Souvenirs (Iberia)
3.
Look At The Children (Iberia)
The
two men in town, John (England) and Frank (France), fight over who will get the
boys. This is the period of the French and Indian Wars. (1689-1748)
4.
A Boy's Got To Have A Father (Frank,
John, Iberia)
5.
A Better Deal (John, Frank)
6.
Winner Take All (John, Frank)
7.
Take Me Home (Angelita) -- Mexico is
bummed
8.
A Lifetime Ago (Andy, Sam) , -- Andy is upbeat; Sam is annoyed because no takes him
seriously
9.
Winner Take All (John, Frank) -- the French &
Indian Wars conclude with English victory
10.
Part Of Me. Andy tells Frank that he
won’t forget him (think Quebec)
11.
Sweet Angel. Sam sees an Angel, his
“destiny.”
12.
Brother, Brother. Andy figures Sam is
going to do something rash; Sam wants Andy to join (the revolution)
13.
See My Way. Sam gets ready
14.
This One's For Honor (Sam, John) The revolution
15.
Living Alone. Sam is now on his own.
16.
Take The Money And Run. Sam buys
Louisiana from Frank.
17.
There's Just No Talking To You. Sam and father John, with help from Andy, face
off in the War of 1812 (called the “War of miscommunication”)
18.
From Now On. Angelita tells Iberia that
she needs her independence.
19.
Leave Us Alone. Sam intervenes on the side of Mexico (the Monroe doctrine)
20.
Mama's Things. Sam takes “mam’s things” from Angelita in the Mexican-American
War
21.
Sweet Angel. The angel will keep appearing
22.
What About Me? Angelita is still bummed,
but now it’s at Sam
23.
No Love Lost. Andy and Sam almost fight over the Oregon secession. John
intervenes with a compromise.
24.
Magic Smoke-- the Civil War in which a schizophrenic Sam fights himself,
because one half of his personality thinks he should kick his drug habit
(slavery) and the other half resists.
25.
Let It Go. The Europeans disapprove of American slavery
26.
Separate Emotions (Sam)
27.
Nearly a Man (Cast, Sam) , The Europeans find Sam a
bit of a boor.
28a.
It’s As Much As I Can Take (Sam/Iberia)
[I
don’t know what this is. Presumably a song I was going t write]
28b.
That Kind Of Love. (Iberia) The Spanish-American War.
Kid against mother
29.
Uncle Sam. Sam explains how it is to the
Philippines, his new servant/colony
World
War I
30.
My Friends and Me (Mark, etc.) European
alliances head toward war.
31.
Walk Away (John,Sam) John asks Sam for help
32.
Take Me Home (Mark, John, Frank). Sam fights Marc and wins
(above two are reversed? Take Me Home
being sung by Marc and John)
Between
the Wars
33.
Witness To Revenge (Sam, Frank) War reparations ravage Marc
34.
That's Enough For Me (Sam) The roaring twenties
35.
Broken Down And Busted (Sam) The
Depression of the thirties
WWII
36.
Walk Away (John, Sam) John asks for help
again
37.
Stand Back (Sam, Mark, John) Sam, John and Marc slug it out again
38.
What Next -- stirring finale! A look toward the future as the
superpower.
Lyrics here
differ from those on the recordings. The lyrics were revised once when the show
was produced and again post-show
IBERIA'S BACK (Frank, John, Iberia)
Euro 1 Have you heard, Iberia's back!
Euro 2 I
thought by now she was lost or dead
Euro 1 She's back and from
what I've been hearing
Looking better than ever
instead
Iberia's back!
Euro 2 When she left, in
search of a dream
Headed off into the west,
I thought she was bound for
ruin
Euros Or
for a disappointment at best
Euro 2You say Iberia's back?
Euros Well
what a surprise
Euro1 To
the end of the world she's gone
From the end of the world she
returned
And she says it was so
strange
That our lives will all be
changed
By what she learned --
Euros Iberia's back!
Euro 1 Rumor has she brought
a surprise
Something we'll be anxious to
see
She's saying it'll change our
lives
Euro 3 Say I wonder what it
could be
Iberia brought back
Euros Look at us we're set in our ways
We have our customs, our
lives and such
Euro 2 Can't
imagine she could be bringing
Anything that could matter
that much
You say Iberia's back?
Euros Well isn't that nice!
Euros To the end of the world
she's gone
From the end of the world she
returned
And she says it was so
strange
That our lives will all be
changed
By what she learned --
Iberia's back!
Euro 1, et al Don't look now, here she comes
Here she is -- Iberia's back
Iberia To
the end of the world I've been
From the end of the world
I've returned
And it was so strange, that
our lives will all be changed
By what I learned, Iberia's
back You better believe I'm back!
Euros You
better watch it 'cause Iberia's back.
SOUVENIRS [Iberia]
Through the mist across the
valley
There's a mansion unlike
you've ever seen
I wandered through its rooms
and I'm back to show
Souvenirs of where I've been
Meet Angelita -- and meet
Diane
Two young girls I found them
running free
I brought them here to work for
me
And they're
lovely, don't you agree?
But if you think those two are something
I have two much more amazing
ones
This one is Andy and this one
is Sam
They are my sons.
LOOK AT THE CHILDREN [Iberia]
Look at the children
With the future in their eyes
They are waiting for their
time to arise
This is what the future looks
like.
So young they are
But they won`t be for long
Soon they'll grow, into
something strong
Like
electric clouds waiting to strike.
Can you believe, we all began
that way
Would that we remembered what
we knew in those days.
If you could, would you go
back there again
Before you learned that the
giants around you
Were nothing more than men.
Look at the children
With the future in their eyes
They are waiting for their
time to arise
This is what the future looks
like.
Euros: See the morning come
Iberia: This is what the
future looks like
Euros: Watch a new day dawn
Iberia: This is what the
future looks like
Euros: Today
Iberia: Right here and now
A BOY'S GOT TO HAVE A FATHER
[Frank, John, Iberia]
Frank Iberia, those boys are
amazing
That much is agreed
And you've done them well, as
near as I can tell
But there's still one thing
that they need
John Each of them could use a
father's hand (They could
each use ..)
And I'd gladly take them in
Your work is over now
Let mine begin
John & Frank If you think you can change my mind
Don't you even bother
Frank Babies thrive on
mother's love but a boy
Frank & John A boy's got
to have a father
Frank For
their sakes, stand
aside
Let me take it from here
John I can do more for them
than you can
Isn't that clear
Frank Send them to me, let
them live with me
I'll let them help if they
can
John I see it now, John Sr.
and son
Give me a boy I'll make him a
man
John & Frank If you think you can change my mind
Don't even bother
Frank Babies thrive on
mother's love but a boy
Frank & John A boy's got
to have a father
Iberia Do you take me for an
absolute fool
I can see through your ploy
You're thinking that he's
nothing but a tool and a toy
And as for you, you're
nothing more
Than a father who's got to have a boy
John You can believe what you
want but --
All three If
you think you can change my mind
Don't you even bother
Iberia Babies thrive on
mother's love
Frank But a boy
Frank & John A boy's got
to have a father
Iberia He'll do fine with me
John He needs a father
Iberia Just leave us be
Frank He needs a father
Frank and John Someone like
me
A BETTER DEAL [John and Frank]
John Hey there
boy [yes sir?]
I'd like to get to know you a
little bit better
Never mind what mama says
Hey no, it's not as if you're
gonna forget her
[Don’t you worry; we’ll try
not to upset her]
Understand me if you can
It's never to
early to start with a plan
There's a few things I need to mention
Would you listen up now and
pay attention
Frank Hold it right there {yes sir?}
Don't think you have to
decide just this minute [oh, all right]
I've got some fine future
planned
Play your cards right boy,
and you could be in it
I've got fields and I've got
farms
Waiting for the touch of
young men's arms
I've got work and toys to
play with
Tell me who
would you rather stay with?
John & Frank A boy
couldn't do any better than calling himself my son
A kid would have to be crazy
to lose a chance like this one
I don't
want it all, we
can share
You're never gonna get a
better deal anywhere
John Hey there
boy [yes sir?]
Come here 'cause I really
think you ought to hear this [yes, sir?]
Let me tell you 'bout the
life I lead
Old Frank over there will
never come near this
I'm gonna build me a factory
There's money to be made for
you and for me
It's time for you to be a
picker and a chooser
For heaven's sake don't take
up with a loser
John & Frank A boy
couldn't do any better than calling himself my son
A kid would have to be crazy
to lose a chance like this one
I don't
want it all, we
can share
You're never gonna get a
better deal anywhere
WINNER TAKE ALL [Frank, John,
Euros]
John To
tell the truth I never liked you much
Now I have a reason to like
you even less
I will not share those boys
and I will not give them up
And you feel just the same
unless I miss my guess
We have a way of fixing these
things
This is how it begins
Someone strikes first,
someone strikes back
And the last one standing
wins
And we settle it [Hand to
hand]
Face to face [Man to man]
Winner take all, loser take a
fall
One walks away with the prize
... No compromise
Frank You
look as badly as I feel
Let's just call a draw, let's just take a break
Don't think that it's over, don't think that it's done
I'm not giving up there's
still too much at stake
So I'll be back when I've
caught my breath,
Better be ready then
When I can't take it any more
We'll square off again
And we settle it [Hand to
hand]
Face to face [Man to man]
Winner take all, loser take a
fall
One walks away with the prize
... No compromise
TAKE ME HOME [Angelita] Old lyrics follow
I remember when
Life was fair and I was free
Can't I live like that again?
Must I feel this is my fault?
What did I do wrong?
Take me home,
this is not where I belong.
This is not where I belong.
Yes, when I behave
I'm almost like her child
But let me argue, and I'm a
slave
We can both deny the truth
But we've known it all along
Take me home,
this is not where I belong.
This is not where I belong.
She
tells me believe
That
she'll stay with me, and stand by me
Swears
she'll never leave
She says
that I need her
'Cause
I'm weak but she is strong
Take me home, this is not where I belong.
This is
not where I belong.
Take me home, this is not where I belong.
Not
where I belong.
No it's
not where I belong.
In my heart I know
She intends to keep me here
forever
She will never let me go
But I swear someday we'll
learn
If I must be I'll be strong
Take me home,
this is not where I belong.
This is not where I belong.
Take me home,
this is not where I belong.
This is not where I belong.
Not where I belong
No, it's not where I belong.
A LIFETIME AGO [Andy, Sam]
Andy Sam, my brother, ain't
this great, ain't this grand
Making a living on the land
Making a living with our
hands
Sam Andy, grow up. When are you gonna
learn?
This is all for someone else,
we'll never get our turn
We can do only what they will
allow
There's no gain, there's no
glory
From a back that's bent and
aching
On somebody else's plow.
Andy I hear your words but I
don't know what to say
I think they treat us OK
Sam, what's your problem anyway?
Sam Kindly friends and neighbors
Have been known to look at me
and smile
And they say it seems like
only yesterday he was a baby
I say "no" that was
a life-time ago
How long does it take until
you're grown?
And how come no one here can
recognize?
Look at me I can stand
shoulder to shoulder
John "Don't make me
laugh, you've got a life-time to go."
Sam And of course
I can see,
The lies that they're telling
me
It's just because they will
not understand.
One day they'll find they
need my help
Or come to fear the power of
my right hand.
I think you'd all better take
me seriously;
Stop
thinking of me as a child.
And don't you tell me I was
born too late.
That may be so, but I've had
a life-time to grow.
WINNER TAKE ALL, reprise
[John]
Here we go again
Trying to decide
Who will take the boys and
who will take a ride
One of us must end this
And I'm the one who will
I don't plan to leave until
We settle this hand to hand
Face to face; man to man
Winner take all; loser take a fall
I walk away with the prize; no compromise.
It's been a long time ... But
I'm done
No one can deny ... What I've
done
Don't you agree [yes I must]
Do you give up? [I have no
choice]
Then let me make it quite
clear Where we go from here
And just what losing means to
you
Say good by;
my sons and I, we have work to do.
PART OF ME [Andy]
It's only now just sinking
in, we're saying good by for good
Why I have to leave you now I
still haven’t understood
But I won't forget you, no, I wouldn't want to if I could, O, no I don't forget so
easily
You will always be a part of
me
I'll always remember you
treated me well
You changed me forever as
near as I can tell
Would it make it any easier
to say our first farewell,
To know I I
don't forget so easily
You will always be a part of
me
But I must do what I'm told
to do
I will go where I have to
If I had my choice you'd stay
But when did it ever matter
what I say?
Someone else makes these
rules, rules I cannot break
But what you have done for me
is something I can take, So I don't forget so easily
You will always be a part of
me
SWEET ANGEL [Sam]
Woman in white, without a
word
You have spoken and I have
heard
If it's truth you come to say
What right have I to turn you
away
Can I really be what I choose
Can I fight and never lose
Will you help me and never
refuse
Sweet angel, stay with me
I need the feeling I feel
when I am near you
Why am I the only one to hear
you
Sweet angel, my destiny
Vision, tell me can I believe
Will you help me or will you
deceive
Is it strength or madness you
bring
Are you real or am I
imagining
Am I as special as you
suggest
Something better than all the
rest
Am I maybe even the best
Sweet angel, stay with me
I need the feeling I feel
when I am near you
Why am I the only one to hear
you
Sweet angel, my destiny
BROTHER, BROTHER [Andy, Sam]
Andy Brother, brother, why so quiet
Brother, brother, why so sad
If you think about the life
that we're leading
Brother, brother it's not so
bad
But I fear your restless
spirit
Someday will make us disagree
That father's hand that lies
on hard on your shoulder
Never felt so heavy to me,
so...
Even if we shout at one
another we can still hear
The echoed sound of
childhood's voice
Even if we find ourselves of
separate sides of angry strife
Still we are bound to one
another with no reason and no choice
Friends are for good times
but brothers are for life.
Sam Brother, brother find some
courage
Be a man for once; come with
me
Do you imagine I could
respect you
If you lose this chance to be
free
Andy You will do what you
must
That would be more than I
will dare
But no matter what might
happen from now on
We cannot deny the blood we
share
Sam and Andy Chorus
SEE MY WAY [Sam]
I can see my way
By a dim light across my
shoulder
Hands before my face
Touching darkness, feeling
colder
It's not easy to decide
When my conscience is my only
guide
Am I right or am I wrong
Should I stand and fight
should I stand aside
Or simply go along
Oh but come what may
I will see my way.
I can see my way
By a dim light across my
shoulder
Day by day
Surely I grow stronger, older
I have seen my future clear
I must rise above my doubt
and fear
This is the choice I make
I may to
fall, I may have
to crawl
But that's the chance I take
Oh but come what may
I will see my way.
THIS ONE'S FOR HONOR [Sam, John,
Angelita, Andy]
Sam All these years under your thumb
Living with an anger that daily grows.
Must it be, that you and I,
Having come this far, must now come to blows.
Showing you the man inside
the boy Has come to be.
This one's for pride and
my right to be free. To be free.
John Look at you, I see I taught you well
My what a temper you've kept
disguised
Don't you think you're a bit
out of your league?
Sam Don't be so sure, you might be surprised
Sam Chorus
John What in the world makes you think that
You'll ever get the best of
me
What makes you think that
I'll let you be free
Andy & Angelita Freedom, Freedom
John Can’t you see what this could become?
I do this for you and then
everyone will want some
Sam You’ve were never to give in with grace
You were always too concerned
with saving face.
I have thought of you as
flesh and blood to me;
Ironic, then, that flesh and
blood should meet this literally.
But I'll see you in hell in
the wake of this disaster
Before you once again hear me
call you master.
Sam Chorus
Angelita & Andy Freedom, is it for everyone.
Freedom, it's calling to me
Maybe
someday we’ll have our chance to be free.
To be free
LIVING ALONE [Sam]
Living alone: it's not as
easy as I thought it would be
So many choices and so many
voices Pulling me every which way
Who'd have believed that life
gets this hard when you're grown
But I'll be fine, living
alone
Why did I feel All of my problems would suddenly disappear?
Back in my youth yes I
thought I saw truth Clear in black and white
Now there are more shades of
gray than I ever was shown
But I'm all right, living
alone. Living alone
What is wrong and what is
right Morality now must be improvised
Rules that once were handed down Suddenly must be
devised
Finding out how hard it is
I'm more than a little surprised
No father's hand now will
guide or command There's no one to lean on or blame
Any mistakes that I make from
now on are my own. I'm all right: living alone
Living alone. Living alone
TAKE THE MONEY AND RUN [Sam,
Frank, John, Euro]
Frank Iberia and I were talking;
Your mother and I, we agreed
That me moving in, living
back here again
Would be the thing we all
need
She said this place is too
big for her,
Sure enough there's plenty of
space.
I won't interfere, and it's
nice to be here
I always did like this old
place
I'll be the best kind of
neighbor
Quiet and out of your way
Hey, it's just a few rooms, that's
ok I assume?
Best of all I would hope, Our old friendship can resume
Sam I can't let you stay
Frank Could we do a deal do you suppose
Sam Are you suggesting I should pay?
Frank Make me an offer and who knows
Go on, make me an offer; Try
me!
Sam Frank I would think that was funny
But I don't think you meant
it as a joke
Asking a poor boy for money
When he knows that I'm
absolutely broke.
John But me I've got money; I'd be willing to lend
Sign right here, and boy
you've got cash to spend
- And a bargain at the price
-
Sam Take the money and run;
Don't look so surprised.
If you want to of course; I can do this by force,
Can't we be civilized? Take
the money and run
Take the money and run
Sam Stop one minute, remember;
You know what I did to John
I don't want to see you get
hurt;
But I do want to see you be
gone
And Iberia, dear, you're way
out of line
What you doing giving him
what ought to be mine
Sam Take the money and run; Don't
look so surprised.
If you want to of course; I can do this by force,
Can't we be civilized? Take
the money and run
Take the money and run
Frank Maybe I should be offended;
But I've had a lot on my mind
I've been upset and
distracted
Guess I'll have to be
resigned
That it's good by again; I do
wish you well
You're headed for good things
as near as I can tell
I'll take the money and go,
Take what I can while I may
I know that you're right,
there's no reason to fight,
You would win anyway. I'll
take the money and I'll run.
Give me the money and I'll go
OR
You would win anyway. Hand it
over here, I do believe.
I’ll take the money and I'll
leave
OR
You would win anyway. Hand it
over here son.
I’ll take the money and run
THERE'S JUST NO TALKING TO
YOU [Sam, John, Andy]
John I don't want to see you talking to him
If you still want to talk to
me
You can't be a friend of mine
And a friend to my enemy
If you're not with me you
must be against me
That means that you're on his
side
I have explained this again
and again
Tell me why can't you decide
There's just no talking to
you. You never listen and you never learn
The back of my hand that's
what you understand
And there's just no talking
to you
Sam I'd really rather just stay uninvolved
You tell me I've got to
choose
I fight with him or I fight
with you
Either way I lose
But I'd rather be your enemy
than your victim
Better you hate me than that
you take me for granted
And I'll be damned if I'm
gonna let you push me around any more
Come here and then, let me
teach you again
The lesson I've taught you
before
Sam and John There's just no talking to you. You never listen and
you never learn
The back of my hand that's
what you understand
And there's just no talking
to you
Andy I never wanted to go up against you
I had imagined we'd always be
friends
But you need to learn some
respect
You're always saying you
don't get your share
You're always complaining we
don't treat you fairly
But look at the way you treat
everyone else
What do you expect?
Sam You've even got Andy and me turning against one
another
I'd like to know what pride
you can feel
In seeing me fighting my
brother
Sam, Andy and John Look as us all, we're getting no
where
Can't we decide that we're done
We can agree that nobody lost
Even if nobody won
So I guess I'll be talking to
you. Maybe in time we will learn
Soft-spoken words might well
be heard
So I guess I'll be talking to
you
FROM NOW ON [Angelita]
Angelita
I've had enough of what you call love
I need to be free and you
need to leave me be
Iberia
Angelita dear you're only upset
What have you wanted from me
that you didn't get
Angelita In
a word ... Love
There were nights when I lay
awake crying
Surely you heard
But if you ever knew I was
hurting
You never said a word
So if you can't be what I
need you to be, then oh, from now on
Then you'll be nothing at all to me, oh, from now on
Nothing more than a memory
You made sure that I knew we
are different
You never let me forget
Do you know there's a someone
inside me
Someone
that you've never met.
Chorus
No more your threats,
no more promises now can make me stay
God I will miss that one fond
hope you'll love me some day
But it's never going to
happen, I should always have known
So the fact is I'm better off
alone
Make this easy, make this
hard either way I'll be free
Cry if you want, my mind's made up your servant I will not be
For I am stronger than you
are and time is on my side
You can only fight me with
anger, but I can fight you with pride
Chorus
Angelita [Just say good-by/ Leave me and go/ Please don't hold
on/ Just say good-by]
Iberia Surely you don't mean it; you'll change your mind
You'll find you're lost
without me and when you do,
[You'll come back home/ You'll wake up soon/ You're still a child/ Don't be a fool]
Angelita Don't keep waiting; I will be free
You'll see I'll get on
without you and when I do
Iberia You'll come back home
ALTERNATE
Angelita Don't keep waiting; I will be free
You'll see I'll get on
without you and when you’re gone
Then you will be
Nothing more than a memory.. to me
From now on
From now on
LEAVE US ALONE [Sam and Angelita]
Sam and Angelita Leave us alone
These children you raised
they don't need you any more
Isn't it clear that you're
not wanted here
Touch her and you answer to
me
This should have been no
surprise, no, you should have known
It would have to be this way;
come some day; you would hear us say. Leave us alone
MAMA'S THINGS [Sam, Angelita]
Sam Well good for you, you threw the old lady out,
And none too soon
Heaven knows that is what she
deserves
And no one knows any better
than I do
How very hard she can be
Glad to see you didn't lose
your nerve
And now that we are free of
her
Well there's
just a couple of matters
Little things we need to
discuss
I understand she left some
rooms
Standing empty when she
walked
Guess that means they belong
to us
I hope you won't make this
hard
I hope you won't put up a
fuss
It's just not right that we
should fight
About mama's things
No, I don't have a doubt
That you and I can work it
out
And we won't have to fight
About mama's things
Angelita How
dare you suppose that you have anything to claim
I'm her heir in everything
but name
Sam Nevertheless, I am her son
Angelita I was more her child than you were
Sam I always made her proud
Angelita It's as if you
barely knew her
I thought of her as my mother
And I thought of you as a
brother
Now I can see you never felt
the same
Sam I guess you're gonna make this hard
I guess you're gonna put up a
fuss
I guess you think it's right
to fight about mama's things
So I will if I must
If you won't give my share in
faith and trust
I'll take it like a man I'll
take it any way I can
SWEET ANGEL [Sam]
Angel woman, welcome back
Bringing me the courage I
lack
I hear what you came to say
Sentiment need not stand in
my way
Grasp the goal that's in my
sight
Seize my dreams and hold on
tight
I have the power and I have
the right
WHAT ABOUT ME? [Angelita]
Look at me you say I'm free
As if I could be anything I
want to be
But when you can treat me the
way that you do
I have to wonder if it's true
Did I break those chains that
held me so long
To have you replace them with
others just as strong
This comes to you so easily
What about me?
What about me, now don't I
count for something
Doesn't what I feel mean
anything
Have you been so lost in your
plans and schemes
Do you think you're the only
one who dreams
You think you're so right
because you're so strong
And since I'm weak you think
I must be wrong
You'll do just fine, you
you're so free
But what
about me?
What about me, will I now be
expected
To await your
every beck and call
When I'm not being told what
I should do
It's as if I don't exist at
all
I thought the common past
that gave us a start
Was stronger than your pride
that keeps us apart
But now it's so clear this is
how it will be
So what about me
You say there's no reason for
anger
That we can still be friends
But something that once was
between us forever now ends
You're offering me too little
too late
The furthest thing from love
isn't hate
It's indifference
That's something you never
will see
So what about me?
NO LOVE LOST [Andy, John, Angelita]
Andy What gave you the impression, that was yours to take
Looks like turning my back on
you was a bad mistake
John and Frank and Angelita,
each one had to learn
You're a dangerous man for a
friend; guess that it's my turn
You spend your time, pushing
to the front of the line
You don't have friend that
doesn't feel double crossed
You got what you wanted but was it worth the cost
'Cause between you and me and
between you and them -- no love lost
Sam, don't bother to explain
it wouldn't be any use
You just talk about destiny
as if that's some excuse
Sometimes I feel sorry for
you, growing up so fast
You're a man without a
memory; a life without a past
Chorus
John That's my boy you're
pushing; how would that make you feel
You take half of what you
want; we'll call that a deal
Let me give you some advice,
learn to compromise
Or some day some friend
you've lost will cut you down to size
Chorus
SEE MY WAY [Sam]
I can see my way by a dim
light across my shoulder
Step by step; once quite timid,
now much bolder
None of them can understand
When I tell them I have
greatness planned
And they ask me how I know
They would not believe; they
could not conceive
That an angel told me so
Oh that come what may, I will
see my way
MAGIC SMOKE [Sam]
Sam The day's been long, it's not yet through
Sometimes there seems to be
more work than I can ever do
Each of us must find release
in his own way
I've got just the trick to
see me through my day
Magic smoke, magic smoke make my life a little less of a grind
Magic smoke, magic smoke Where's the harm if using you helps me to unwind
Yes there are those who don't
approve
But tell me why should I
care, there's nothing I need to prove
I don't need permission, no,
from anyone but me
But now and then that doesn't
come so easily.
Magic smoke, magic smoke
Have you taken more than you gave
Magic smoke, magic smoke will I one day wake to find, I've become your slave.
When I work at the factory,
magic smoke that's not what I need
That requires a new mentality
But in the fields when it's
hot; And the sun burns and the rain attacks
I need something to help me
relax.
LET IT GO [John, Iberia]
John Look at you in the prime of your life throwing your life away
That's a bad habit that
you've got there boy it'll get you down some day
So give it up or it will be
too late sooner than you know
While you can still help
yourself for God's sake let it go
Sam Look at you looking down
at me telling me my life's a waste
Just stop a moment remember
who gave me my first taste
Sinner reborn, turned
missionary preaching with your eyes a glow
It's only hypocrisy that
gives you the right to tell me let it go
John Yes
we once were children too, but that was long ago
No one will treat you like a
man unless you let it go
Sam There's danger here, that's plain to see
Why is that danger clear to
only half of me
Time and time and time again
I take a silent vow
That I must let go but I
can't let go just now
Magic smoke, magic smoke have you gone too far now to control?
Magic smoke magic smoke take the burden off my back and place it on my soul.
John et al./ Sam Let it go -- I
know I must; let it go --I don't think I can
I will ... I won't; I must
... But I know I can't let it go!
SWEET ANGEL [Sam]
Sweet angel, come to me
Come put it out; this fire
that burns inside me
Tear them down; these walls
that still divide me
Sweet angel, deliver me
SEPARATE EMOTIONS [Sam]
Inside my head I hear two
minds thinking,
Inside of
me, the beating of two hearts.
I can't live with these
separate emotions
This is madness in the making
If I can't
keep myself from falling apart.
Is there no time for
laughter, Is there no place to dance
No chance for living with
grace and style
If there is then that's what
I'm after.
Living for tomorrow, What a waste of today
Maybe I'll pay for wanting
life easy and slow
Surely there's more here than
hard work and sorrow*
How many ways can one man feel
Is there nothing I can claim;
this is me, this is real
One voice must speak louder
now; one forever be still
Is this the price that I pay
for my sanity
Forced to deny half of all
that I am?
[How many ways can one man feel
Is there nothing I can claim;
this is me, this is real
One voice must speak louder while one pretends to be still
Is this the price that I pay
for my sanity
Forced to deny half of all
that I am?]
-INSTRUMENTAL INTERLUDE-
But I swear these restless
spirits will be claimed
Wild emotions must be tamed
I will bind these pieces of
my life into one whole
I owe it to myself: one
heart, one mind, one soul
And I will never be any less
than under control
*No, I won't live with these
separate emotions
So by sheer force of will I
bid my gentle half be still
For the strong survive, and
push the weaker ones aside
I know where I'm bound and I
intend to arrive.
Self assured and self aware
and under control
Under control
[Sam to Nathan]
What’s the matter, you don’t
look impressed
Such a long, look on your
face
Do you think that I’m
possessed?
Feels like I’ve been heaven
blessed
With an angel on my shoulder
just in case
Look out man,
it’s time that you were told
You don’t get to keep what
you can’t hold
Step aside, stand aside
Get yourself a place to hide
This world belongs to the
strong and the bold
And you, you’re looking weak
and old
JUST ABOUT GROWN
Euro I
get a bad sensation when I look at him
Just watch how he behaves and
you feel our future dim
If he's what we can expect,
the future's looking grim
'Cause he's nearly a man; he's just about
grown
His childhood days have just
about flown
It won't be long; he'll stand
up beside us
Let's hope he's going through
a stage
But at his age, he's just
about grown
Now, in truth he doesn't
speak so well,
And he's no great
intellectual
Sam Being
young is not a crime give me space and time/time/time
Euro There's
not time enough, 'cause
He's nearly a man; He's just
about grown
His childhood days have just
about flown
So this is it, the next
generation
Sam Do you object to how I
act
Or is it the fact that I'm
just about grown - that's bothering you?
Euro Well, you're rowdy,
rough and rather rude
Then let's talk about your
attitude
You are boring, shallow and naive;
Why should we believe/lieve/lieve
You'll improve with time...
No!
Euro But you're nearly a man
Yes you're right on the brink
But we're less impressed [you’re
less impressive] than you'd like to think
Well look at you, living
alone
Seems you'd get some
household help, if you
re-lly were, just about grown
Euros Sam
He's nearly a man; Look at the
life you've made
He's just about grown Twisted and
strange
His childhood days So much in this
world of yours
Have just about flown I'd like to
change
What will we do That's no
way to treat a child
With our little man-child She's helpless and small
Why do you never listen at all
Sam I had this childhood fantasy;
That everything in life would
go easily
That I could grow with my
conscience clean.
Here I am finding out instead
Principles are sacrificed to
move ahead
But these dreams will not
paralyze
I have no need to apologize
THAT KIND OF LOVE
Iberia It's a fine thanks I get from you, For all I have done
It's a cold heart that lets
you say, You're no more my son
Once I thought that you would
be
My comfort and my joy when I
grew old
Tell me when, When did you
grow so cold?
It was I who gave you life wasn't it? That counts for
something doesn't it?
What was it that I gave you Too
much or too little of?
Where did you learn that kind of love?
Are you so concerned for them
or what I make them do
Weren’t you weren’t you
wanting some excuse
Just to claim them both for
you
Are they better of with you
Will you treat them with more
kindness than I can
Or are you trying to prove
you’re now a man
Isn't this a twist of fate? I
can see right through your ploy
You’re taking him for a tool
and a toy. Turns out now you're nothing more
Than a father who's got to have a boy
Now as if the pain you caused
Was not enough for you
[Sam Don't pretend this is my
fault]
Keeping me from keeping her
You're taking Philip, too
[You're the one here who's to
blame]
Does it make you feel quite proud
[Don't throw this back on me]
Are you happy that at last
you'll finally be
Everything you ever hated in
me?
Chorus
Are you fighting me from spite
Am I just an easy mark or do
you fear
That when I'm close to them
you will find me too near?
ALTERNATE
It's a fine thanks I get from
you, For all I have done
It breaks my heart to hear
you say, You're no more my son
Once I thought that you would
be
My comfort and my joy when I
grew old
Tell me when, When did you
grow so cold?
CHORUS
Are you so concerned with
what I make these children do
Am I so bad, are you sure,
they’d be better off with you
I can’t help but have a feel
This is more to this than
merely making me move
That there’s something else
you’re still trying to prove
CHORUS
Does it make you feel quite proud
Are you happy that at last
you'll finally be
Everything you ever hated in
me?
SWEET ANGEL [Sam]
Spirit in white oh say can
you see Were you always there watching me?
If you were, you must be
proud I've finally taken all that I'm allowed
I've arrived, as if by plan A
million miles from where I began
This boy is finally a man
Sweet angel, listen to me. No
one can doubt I am here and I have made it
I have learned their game and
I have played it. It was always my destiny
UNCLE SAM [Sam]
You can see that there have
been some changes here
I guess we need to know where
we all stand
I know I'm not your Daddy,
And I'm surely not your
brother.
Why don't you just call me
Uncle Sam.
I'm your Uncle Sam, now you
know who I am
If you need something done
Well you know where to come
I'm your uncle
Sam, got this strong right hand
Keep yourself in line and
we'll get along just fine
Maybe you don't see, what you
mean to me
Call yourself my ticket to
maturity
'Cause everybody here who's
someone has got somebody else
I was getting a little bit
tired of being by myself.
I'm your uncle
Sam, the man with a plan
Glad to know you kid just
like Iberia did
There's one thing that you
really need to see
You used to work for Mama,
but now you work for me!
Watch a while and learn,
stand back and wait your turn
You can lose that look of sad
concern
Maybe you've heard stories,
but don't you worry boy
I'm not going to hurt you, you're my pride and joy
I'm your uncle
Sam, now you may not understand
Soon you're gonna know where
I plan to go
Smile when you're introduced,
my newest little friend
If you don't like it much
you'd best learn to pretend.
'Cause I'm your uncle Sam, Yes I am
Forget about her she's gone,
gone, gone
I'm your Uncle Sam, yes I am
Your uncle
Sam from now on
MY FRIENDS AND I
Mark My
friend and I
Yes we have an understanding
Anyone who touches me
Better understand that we
will stick together
He will deal with...
My friend and me
Yes we have an understanding
Anyone who touches me
Better understand that we
will stick together
He will deal with... etc.
John and Frank start, others
join
My friend and me; My friend and me
My friend; my friend
SEE FILES WWI AND WWII FOR LYRICS (at the end of this
file)
TAKE
ME HOME
John: Down on my knees in the
mud
Fearing
for my very life;
Stunned
by the color of my blood
Fear
and pain the price to pay
For
trying to be strong
Take
me home. This is not where I belong
Not
where I belong
John and Marc Heaven knows that we
have fought before
{Sam:
You’re all fools; you’ve always been]
This
time it's different, I hear death knocking at my door.
[Am
I supposed to be impressed]
Why
were we so slow to see this was coming all along
[Don’t
expect me to help out]
Take
me home.
This
is not where I belong [Don’t look
like that]
Not
where I belong [Don’t try
to tell me this is where I belong]
Mark Don’t expect this to be be easy
Don't
expect me to simply fall to pieces
Here's
a tip from me, A taste of reality
You
may be that strong; I don't think you're that smart
You
may have the muscle, I don't know about the heart
It's
going to be rough on someone who got so late a start on life as you did
Johnand Marc: Hollow now the dreams I dreamed
All
the things that I was seeking
Slipped
away or so it seems
Take
me home. This is not where I belong
Not
where we belong
Not
where we belong
Not
[You dealt the cards] where we [the bets are down] belong [For all I can see, this is where you belong]
Not
where we belong
OLDER VERSION *****
WHERE DID WE GO WRONG [Mark,
Sam, John]
See recording for new lyrics
John Down on
my knees in the mud
Fearing for my very life;
Stunned by the color of my
blood
Fear and pain the price to
pay
For trying to be strong
Take me home. This is not
where we belong
Not where we belong
Mark & John Heaven knows that we have fought
before [Where did we go wrong]
This time it's different, I hear death knocking at my door. [Where did we go wrong]
Why were we so slow to see
this was coming all along [Where did we go wrong]
Take me home. This is not
where we belong
Not where we belong
John (counterpart, last line,
to Sam) You can't escape
Like it or not, this is where you
belong
Mark Make no mistake it won't
be easy
Don't believe that I will
simply fall to pieces
Here's a tip from me, A taste of reality
You may be that strong, I don't think you're that smart
You may have the muscle, I
don't know about the heart
It's going to be rough on
someone who got so late a start On life as you did
See recording for new lyrics
Euros Take
me home. This is not where we belong
Not where we belong
Not where we belong
Not [the cards are dealt]
where we [the bets are down] belong [We
must play out the hand, no matter how wrong]
Not where we belong
**********
WALK AWAY [John, Sam] See recording for new lyrics
John I stand before you
asking
This isn't easy you know
But if I ever meant anything
to you
Now's the
time to let it show.
And if you wonder why you
should, all I can say is
A man's has got to do what
his heart tells him to
And your heart will tell you,
don't walk away
Frank and John It seems that
this would be easy
When we first stepped in
But that man Mark is crazy
And now he just might win
You're making him stronger
every moment that you delay
So a man has got to do what
his heart tells him to
And my heart tells me you
won't walk away.
Sam All
right I'll come, stand by your side
I can lose my fear if you can
lose your pride.
And when this is over, we'll
both remember today
That a man had to do what his
heart told him to
When his heart told him don't walk away.
John Sit and be quiet, Lay
down your knife
Now give us your money and
you can keep your life
But you need to be reminded
That this won't be tolerated
WITNESS TO REVENGE [Iberia,
Sam, Frank, Mark]
Iberia Leave him be, he's suffered enough
Is there any more to gain by
treating him so rough
Going through his pockets
when he's beaten, down and out
Surely this is not what you
were fighting about
with Sam You're no better than he ever was
You've lost any honor that
you sought to avenge
Was there really no principle
at stake?
Did I fight this fight to be
a witness to revenge?
Frank (to Mark) What were you expecting, and what don't you understand
Just exactly what was it you
thought we had planned
This is how we play the game;
he understood the rules
If we let the loser's stand,
we are the fools.
Mark Don't
start thinking that you're better than me.
You've lost any honor that
you sought to avenge
There were no principles at
stake here
This was for the chance to a
witness to revenge
Damn you then and just
remember
Next time you're in need
When I strike to pay you back
Next time I'll succeed.
THAT'S ENOUGH FOR ME [Sam]
That's enough of sadness, it's really not my style
There's enough to keep me
busy here for quite a while
I'm going to work hard; play
hard
As it suits my mood
Frankly I'd enjoy it more, Left in solitude
Mama let me get the news out;
daddy let me sing my blues out
Let me make it crystal clear
This boy here no longer cares
To be involved in your
affairs
I'm going to be what I want
to be
That's enough for me
I'm going to lay back, drink
a little bit of wine
Maybe it's no good for me,
but it makes me feel just fine
I won't be getting old and
fat,
Just strong and satisfied
Keeping myself to myself,
Will keep me occupied
Chorus
If you're looking for
trouble, this ain't the place to be
And if you need someone to
help, don't come looking for me
From now on, be advised
Just so you won't be
surprised
All that I'm inclined to see
Is my own company
Chorus
BROKEN DOWN AND BUSTED [Sam]
I had a job,
I had a life that I enjoyed
All of a sudden, I'm
unemployed.
The crops won't grow and
everybody's broke
Honest sweat can't earn a
living on this land
I sure could use me a big
brother with a helping hand.
How did it happen, so little left
to show
How did I fly so high just to
fall so low
And I've got a lot of friends
who sure could use my help
But how in the world can I
think about somebody else,
When I've been broken down
and busted myself.
with Andy Why did I believe, when I was in my prime,
That I would have something
more to show by this time?
It's enough to make you feel
that your life has been a waste,
When those old dreams of
optimistic youth
Meet the cold facts of an
older man's truth.
MY FRIEND
Sam Must you do this
Are you blind or are you
crazy
I don't plan to help you out
Go ahead and do it, I don't
understand it
I can't see why.
WALK AWAY reprise [John, Sam]
John Nothing short of fearing
for my life
That's the reason I can
Come to ask you help me again
Child be
father to the man.
Sam You crazy fools I hear
you every night
Whenever there's trouble, you
go and start a fight
John If
you don't join us now you'll fight him alone some day
Sam Don't try to scare me,
I've got problems of my own
John For a man has got to do
what his heart tells him to
Surely your heart tells you Don't walk away
You can't walk away
Sam I'm weary, and wasted,
and I'm tired to the bone
Let me be broken down and
busted alone
STAND BACK [Sam, John]
solo Sam
Stand back, you’re going to
be sorry
Y’ Hit me when my back was
turned
What kind of fool do you take
me for
There’s a lesson here you
need to learn.
But hold on I’ll be back in
moment, (First) there’s something else that’s got
to be done
Somebody’s got to get my
Daddy out of trouble
And it looks like I’m the
one.
So as long as he needs my
help
I’m fighting you with just
one hand
But when I’ve got two
(When I’m done with him)
I’ll be back for you
Just so we both understand
Now, Mark, you listen here
I’ve watched you push my
Daddy around
I never could understand why
why
I can stand … die
And oh, what a change, what a
change in me
I was such a pitiful sight
Who’d have believed it, all
that I needed
Was just an old fashioned fight
And When
this is over
The best of you will merely
have survived
But my life will have changed
forever
I, I, I will have arrived
Solo Sam ends
Sam Stand back, stay away from that man
I've taken this as long as I
can.
You can't hit me when my back
is turned
And figure that you won't get
burned.
Frank Not
for a minute did I think you would wait there Stand back and watch me fall
You said that you would but I
didn't believe it
Guess I was right after all.
Mark Do you think you're the
only one
Fortune ever smiled upon
Do you think you're the first
who's heard
The whisper of an angel's
word - Stand back
Chorus Destiny, we cannot
escape
Lessons, we never learn
Every story told and forgotten
Will sooner or later return
John One more challenge, one
more triumph
That today demands
But from here, we see it
quite clear
Tomorrow is in your hands
SWEET ANGEL [Sam]
Sweet angel how can it be
Is there nothing at all my
life has taught me
Must it be, this is where my
life has brought me
Face to face with my destiny
WHAT NEXT? [Sam, Cast]
Sam What next, what now
Where do I go from here
Now that I have all I wanted
What next what now
At last I have been shown
How you know when you're
grown
It happens when You stop wanting to be older
And wish you were younger
again.
Sam What next, what now. Where do I go from here
Now that I have all I wanted What next what now
Angel There's a price you
must pay
Now you can't turn away
Can't you ... See that.. This is where ... You must be
All What next what now,
Where do we go from here
Will we be different this time
Wiser than we once were then
Or must we make the same, sad
mistakes
Over and over again
The road to come is dark,
unknown
Up ahead no light has shone
But we can't turn back, that
way is gone
Pray the road that brought us
here
Will lead us safely on
What next what now
Where do we go from here
Every new day is a chance
One more hill we must climb
We live our life on the edge
of a knife
On the fingertips of time
Chorus
FILE WWI
TAKE ME HOME [Mark, Sam,
John]
John Down on
my knees in the mud
Fearing for my very life;
Stunned by the color of my
blood
Fear and pain the price to
pay
For trying to be strong
Take me home. This is not
where I belong
Not where I belong
Mark & John [Sam]
Heaven knows that we have
fought before
[And you never seem to learn]
This time it's different, I hear death knocking at my door.
[It’s just one more sad
return]
Why were we so slow to see
this was coming all along [It’s too late for your concern]
Take me home. This is not
where I belong
Not where I belong
John
(counterpart, last line, to/by Sam)
You can't escape
Like it or not, this is where
you belong
Mark Make no
mistake it won't be easy
I can take the both of you: I
will not fall to pieces
Here's a tip from me, A taste of reality
You may be that strong, but I
don't think you're that smart
You may have the muscle, I
don't know about the heart
It's going to be rough on
someone who got so late a start
On life as you did
Hollow now the dreams I
dreamed
All the reasons I was
fighting for
Wait in vain to be redeemed
It gets harder by the day to tell
the right from wrong
Take me home. This is not
where I belong
Not where I belong
John/Mark
No it’s not [the cards are
dealt]
Where I [the bets are down]
Belong [You’re here til
it’s done, no matter how long]
Not where I belong
WALK AWAY [John, Sam]
John I stand
before you asking
This isn't easy you know
But if I ever meant anything
to you
Now's the
time to let it show.
And if you wonder why you
should, all I can say
Is a man has to do what his
heart tells him to
And your heart will tell you,
don't walk away
John It
wasn’t a choice; nobody wants this
These things somehow begin
Then it takes a life of its
own (they/their?)
And you have to fight to win
Now you’re making him
stronger every moment that you delay
Yes a man has to do what his
heart tells him to
And my heart tells me you
won't walk away.
You won’t walk away
Sam All
right I'll come, stand by your side
I can lose my fear if you can
lose your pride.
And when this is over, we'll
both remember today
That a man chose to do what
his heart told him to
When his heart told him don't walk away.
John Sit and
be quiet, Lay down your knife
Now give us your money and
you can keep your life
But you need to reminded
That this won't be tolerated
WITNESS TO REVENGE [Iberia,
Sam, Frank, Mark]
Sam Leave him be, he's suffered enough
Is there any more to gain by
treating him so rough
Going through his pockets
when he's beaten, down and out
Surely this is not what you
were fighting about
You're no better than he ever
was
You've lost any honor that
you sought to avenge
Do what you will but do it
without me
I didn’t fight this fight to
be a witness to revenge
John What
were you expecting; what don't you understand
Just exactly what was it you
thought we had planned
This is how we play the game;
he understood the rules
If we will not play by them,
then we are the fools.
You keep telling us to treat
you like a man
Then spare us the anguish of
your violated youth
Go on, be quiet, it’s plain
enough to see
You’re not strong enough to
be a witness to the truth
Mark Damn
you then, and don’t forget this
When it’s you in need
When I strike to pay you back
Next time I'll succeed.
Can you still believe we’re
somehow not the same
Do you believe that you have
honor to avenge
Welcome to the world of cold
reality
Where you earn the right to
be the witness to revenge
FILE WWII
WALK AWAY reprise [John, Sam]
John I’m
nothing short of fearing for my life
How else do you think I can
Come to ask you help me again
Child be
father to the man.
Sam You
crazy fools I hear you every night
Whenever there's trouble, you
go and start a fight
John If you
don't join us now you'll fight him alone some day
Sam Don't
try to scare me, I've got problems of my own
John For a
man has to do what his heart tells him to
Surely your heart tells you
don’t walk away
You can't walk away
Sam I'm
weary, and wasted, and I'm tired to the bone
Let me be broken down and
busted alone
STAND BACK [Sam, John]
Sam Stand back, stay away from that man
I've taken this as long as I
can.
And you --- don’t hit me when
my back is turned
And figure that you won't get
burned.
Frank Not
for a minute did I think you would wait there Stand back and watch me fall
You said that you would but I
didn't believe it
Guess I was right after all.
Mark Do you think you're the
only one
Fortune ever smiled upon
Do you think you're the first
who's heard
The whisper of an angel's
word - Stand back
Chorus Destiny, we cannot
escape
Lessons, we never learn
Every story told and forgotten
Will sooner or later return
John One more challenge, one
more triumph
That today demands
But from here, we see it
quite clear
Tomorrow is in your hands
Sam Stand back you made a bad mistake
Hit me when my back was
turned
That’s way more than I plan
to take
Stand back: Get ready …
to get burned
Catch your breath for a
moment
There’s something else I need
to do
Just as soon as I’m done with
him
I’ll be back for you
So stand back
And you, stand back, stay
away from that man
I've watched for as long as I
can.
One more time you’re going to
make me
Finish what you fools began
John Thank
God, boy, not a minute too soon
I’m barely just hanging on
One moment, one more hit
And I swear my strength would
have been gone
Mark Do you
think you're the only one
Fortune ever smiled upon
Do you think you're the first
who's heard
The whisper of an
angel's/heaven’s word
You keep saying that you want
to be a man
This is how it feels
With fire-burned hands on the
blade of a knife
Aching shoulder pressed
against the wheel
This is what you were hoping
for
This is how it feels
So stand back
John Not for
a minute did I think you would desert me
Stand back and watch me fall
You said that you would but I
didn't believe it
I guess I was right after
all.
Sam When
this is over
You will be glad to have
survived
But my life will be changed
forever
No one will still
misunderstand
That I have arrived
The rights a man now claims
The right to rebuild a life
from the ashes of (a world in) the
flames